When I lived in a conventional house, I used to spend my weekends working my "to do" list. (Yes, I actually had a "to do" list!) I spent much of my Saturdays and Sundays fixing leaky faucets, repairing broken windows, clearing clogged drains, mowing the grass, cleaning gutters, painting, stuff like that. Then there were those big items on the list that I'd look at and think about, but then find some reason not to do. Like cleaning the garage, or clearing brush, or repairing a broken downspout. Bigger tasks that had to get done someday but could be put off.
As soon as I'd check a few items off the list, more would appear. The dishwasher would break, or the roof would start leaking, or the deck would need repair. It was endless, and I never got ride of my "to do" list.
Until I moved into a tent.
Now, I don't have a lawn. I don't have major appliances. I don't have faucets or plumbing. I don't have anything that requires painting. I do have a door, but no windows or screens. I don't even have a roof (well, I have a tarp, so I suppose that's a roof). And best of all, I don't have a "to do" list! Or maybe I have an empty "to do" list, which is even better!
Home maintenance is an ongoing struggle against Nature. An unmaintained house left to the elements will eventually deteriorate into dust. It's the result of the fundamental relationship between Nature and Life. Nature want to break down, Life wants to build. Nature wants to disintegrate, Life wants to integrate. And so it is with our own bodies, and so it is with all that we construct, including our houses. Without Life, all that we are and all that we have ever created becomes, at some point in time, dust.
To enter into home ownership is therefore to enter into this struggle against Nature. So I don't fight Nature much anymore. Instead, I try to enjoy it and live humbly within its rules. I don't swim upstream, fighting the current. I let go, and go with the flow.
But even my humble tent must be maintained, as all man-made objects must. The rain fly is by far my biggest maintenance item. The tarp has to be replaced every few years at a cost of around $400 and a few hours work. And although I don't try to keep grass from growing and therefore don't mow, I do pull the tall weeds on either side of my path every month or so as they begin to encroach. But that's about it.
Of course, there are still routine chores like fetching water, gathering wood in the winter, cooking, washing dishes, keeping my oil lamps full, emptying my tent toilet, so on. And in fact, I spend a lot of time and effort on these tasks, much more than in a conventional house. But somehow these menial tasks don't bother me. They help remind me that perhaps I'm on the right track, because water is precious and should be used sparingly, and Winter's cold should be respected, and human waste does not just magically disappear with the push of a lever.
Tent living allows me to live in harmony with Nature, and reminds me of the true and direct costs of keeping my body healthy and alive.
Excellent read. Thanks.
ReplyDeleteThe more I read your blog, the more I realize that I want to try this tent living experience. The problem is I'm not ready to give up my "normal life" and I don't know that I could manage both at the same time. I'm so conflicted.
ReplyDeleteYeah, it's a dilemma alright. You are wise to want to try the experience first. I was fortunate enough to be able to dive right in, but that's not practical for most people. I think the problem that you may hit, though, is that you will not exerience the true freedom of living this way until you are truly free of your current burdens. It's tricky. How does one experience the bliss of letting go, without letting go?
DeleteFor me, it was easy to take the plunge. I *knew* that my previous lifestyle was no way for me to live. That part was so clear to me. It was still scary, but I *knew* that I had to act upon that.
Anyway, best of luck with all of that. And if you believe in God, then I encourage you to pray upon it. I believe that God has a plan for us all and that He wishes for us to live free and without fear. I think that's why he stuck me in a tent! :)
Good luck!